Nesting...

These last few weeks have been SUPER hard! In ALL aspects of life, really. But mostly, I HATE that I can't do a SINGLE thing! I KNOW it's all for the baby's sake and I would rather feel this anxiety than have my baby come way before he's ready, and blah blah blah...

But it really doesn't make it any easier!

I wished it did. But, it doesn't.

And to top it off, I have started the "nesting" phase of my pregnancy. I have done NOTHING for this baby!!

NOTHING!

Clothes need to be gone through. Washed. Put away. Organized.

Car seat needs to be washed. Swing, ditto.

Bottles need to be found, and made sure they are still in good shape.

Blankets and burp clothes need to be washed.

Bassinet put together.

Changing table put back together. And organized.

And the list just goes on and on and on!!

Not to mention, my house is DISGUSTING!!! Matt is able to pick it up and vacuum. But the "cleaning" doesn't get done. He tries, but, let's be honest...

I seriously feel like I am going to just burst outta my skin!!

I feel so helpless! And to top it off, Tyla has been having major issues at her moms. And I feel like my hands are tied! I don't know what to do, or even how I could do anything! I have tried to help any way I can. But even that has been hard on me, and still it's not enough! Like I said, I just feel helpless!

Anyway, that's my venting for the day.